Sunday, December 31, 2006

Bang Bang, You're Dead

Venus seems so far away, empty coffers make the most noise


It was sobering when Bo Han's picture was carried past the pews and out the church doors for one final time. And god(s) knows what I would have given to be in Bo Han's place. That ever present, larger-than-life, in-your-face, hit-you-anytime, fear of death can be overlooked. Family, friends even. Just looking at the sorry state I'm in at the moment makes my blood boil, it makes me want to have something similar to the Second Amendmenthttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second_Amendment_to_the_United_States_Constitution, so I can just shoot myself in the head.

I'm disgusted with my classmates, school, government, country and plight.

FUCK

FUCK

Wouldn't it be nice just to disappear, and then start life afresh somewhere else, where no one knows you.

I'm willing to sell soul just to experience life to its fullest. And in return, I'm willing to let my soul burn in hell till the Rapture.